what did I do wrong?

Pumasok ako ng 8:30 ng umaga…

The phone rang…
I hesitated to answer it… but NO ONE is around.
No administration staff, No marketing peeps... and Philip rushed outside.
It was a phone call from Geoworx,Ms. Miguel. She’s looking for Shiela, unfortunately,she wasn’t around. Maricon, still not around. She asked my name and told me the reason why she called. I promised her to give the message to Maricon or Shiela.
When I saw Maricon, I told her that Ms. Miguel called and her message. Maricon came back and told me “Next time,she,Ibigay mo ky “sir” yung phone ha..”.

I was having breakfast (cinnamon bun and coffee) when things came so fast that I hardly remember what happened.

I was chewing my share of cinnamon bun when I saw,”sir”, beside allen and “sir” was talking to me. With an angry voice,he said, “Next time don’t answer the phone!!/wag kang sasagot ng phone!!. Andyan lang ako sa kabila(conference room)”. I didn’t look at him. I only said, “yes, sir”.  He yelled again to the Marketing and Adminstration Staff, “We’re supposed to answer all calls”… yada…yada… yada… This time, kumpleto na sila. Nagtataka kung baket sila sinisigawan.

Gusto ko magwala.Gusto kong sagutin siya. Pero pinigilan ko. Lahat lahat pinigilan ko. At mahirap sya. While talking to my sister over YM, I went to Ma’am Rita’s workplace and cry. Kahit pagiyak ko or breathing ko dapat sukatin, dapat tahimik. I opened the blinds, para maiba naman ang tingin ko. Sa sobrang inis, umiyak ako ng nakatalikod sa kanilang lahat.

Inhale… exhale…

I went back to my workplace…

This is my Official Reaction:
1. Nagmagandang loob na akong sagutin,baka client or whatsoever, ako pa lumabas na mali.
2. Should I let the “him” answer the phone, considering he’s the owner/president while I am “his” employee? Hindi ba nakakahiya yun na ang presidente pa ang sumagot?! would you?!
3. The caller is looking for “Shiela” or “Maricon”. Lahat naman tyo meron phone. Common Sense lang naman sa lahat ng meron phone.  Cge,wag na lang common sense. Subconciously, gagawin din ng iba ang ginawa ko.
4. Pasok kasi kayo maaga! Trabaho nyo pla yan e, next time ha. ^^

Sana ang sinigaw niya e kung ANO ANG PAGKAKAMALI KO, hindi yung wag ko ng gagawin.

or

There’s REALLY no reason to yell at all…

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This happened around 9 am in the morning.
Documentation Territory

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Ang bonggang message:

Walang pong kuryente sa office nila. Me naputulan ng line/ or sumabog na line. Paki sabi na lang ky “Mam Shiela” or “Maricon” kc me training ng 10am

To the person who befriended me

I humbly accepted your invitation because you wanted to talk and you NEED someone to talk to. We both agree that it is a stupid idea, but i still invited you in. You offered friendship and I accepted it WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

I patiently and attentively listened to your sentiments and joys, and even if I’m hurting, I tried to look for the goodness inside of you.

I chose my words carefully because I consider your feelings. Because of you, I learned that the truth that I BELIEVED IN was still a lie.

Little by little, I’m deciphering all of your words, I am puzzled on what your TRUE intention is. And with just one sentence, your true aim UNVEILS. It is the reason to HURT me and make me feel I am BENEATH you. Instead of pulling myself up, I make you SOAR higher.

Now, you might seem happy and GOT what you wanted. You thoughtlessly announced your “sudden-change-of-emotion”.

I am not that STUPID not to decode the hidden feeling behind the message. You are indeed a tactless person.

I’ve deleted all contacts from you, and I hope not that you still insists to befriend me. Make no further efforts to get through me.

Keep your friends close,and keep your enemies closer – Blade

Insensitive

I finally know just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will

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Para sa bobong hindi makaintindi…napakasimple lang ng english!!!!!!!

Ngayon ko naintindihan kapag pinapasok mo sa buhay mo ang isang tao
Nakita nya ang totoong ako, na hindi alam ng iba or ng sinuman

Everyday is my PETIKS DAY

Mahirap magtrabaho.

Mas mahirap mag-isip kung anu gagawing trabaho.

Ganito ang buhay ko,araw-araw. Anu gagawin ko ngayong araw. Sometimes I ended up opening and closing any folder in my desktop. Changing the folder icons…visual styles… wallpaper.. anything..

Worst,kelangan me sina-submit akong report sa kung anu natapos ko for the week. Kamustahin mo naman,di ba?

At sa araw araw na paggising ko sa umaga, para akong kinder na ayaw kong pumasok. Wala naman kasing gagawin.

Boring na siya… Super… at ung utak ko, me AGIW na.

It’s not my fault kung wala akong project. Hindi ko naman siguro trabaho na bigyan ko ang sarili ko ng trabaho. Sana hire ko na lng sarili ko, d b?

Kaya minsan, kung anu-ano na lng pinapagawa sa akin like paggawa ng User’s Manual, Cd Labels. Kahit wala sa job description ko, Go lang. Kahit nakaka-degrade,Keber ulet! Me magawa lang ako.

Maswerte ako dahil sumusweldo ako kahit ganito, pero para silang tanga na papagalitan ako kasi wala akong ginagawa. PANALO, di ba?

So anu ang gagawin ko ngayon?

E di mag-iisip kung anu gagawin ko ngayon! Ano pa ba?

Ginawa ko ito kasi,wala akong magawa… Nice di ba